Monday, October 12, 2009

I really just don't know.

Tonight I, involuntarily, made myself stop being so oblivious. To stop smiling to make someone else grin. To stop laughing so to put others at ease. To discontinue focus on others so to forget about my own apprehension.

I wallowed in my own disregard and locked away concerns, so unthought of that I spoke irrationally. When I indulge myself in the negative I once put away, I will be completely unsatisfied until I am entirely clean. I don't like feeling like this, so why do I feel it's necessary?

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